I
don’t know why I’m increasingly reminded of
him who had resigned from my heart. Honestly I've tried to
get back to normal again. But why everything encouraged
me to remember him. Last Sunday when I
came to the meeting, my friend told me
he was still noticed. Indeed he noticed me, but it's probably his
attention without feeling.
I want to be
cheered when in
front of him, but my mouth was
silenced for no reason.
I've heard stories from my best
friend, he still asked about me. Even,
he asked me if I still ask him. It’s sad, remembering the sweet of promises.
But, now I could
only smile
This
feeling like the walls are
nailed by someone. Imagine, I’m like the wall.
He nailed his
feelings in my heart. But not long after
he was nailing, he
was pulling it from the wall.
Yes, after he
denounce it that mark will not be lost, it’s
like always to be a hole.
This morning I accidentally
read my mother text from. In the entry box there is a name of him, when I open it
a little differently. There is no word 'mom' but irreplaceable 'aunt'. No problem
he turned to my mother. But I just feel bad when she always asks him. I can
only say 'sorry I do not know mom'. I'm afraid she still expects him, not just
me.
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