yesterday evening

yeah, yesterday evening i was met him at my friend's house. because, there was a meeting. short story, my best friend want to tell something to me. so after the meeting finished, and he had gone to his brother home, she start to tell me.

she said, his parents are going to divorcing. actually i was't surprised to hear about it. He had told it to me, honestly I’m very pity of him. But, what can I say to him? I’m not important anymore in his life. I’m nothing for him. 

I don’t accidentally saw him wearing a ring. He wears it on his finger, right hand. I was shocked to see it. To whom the ring was intended? 

always leads to him

I don’t know why I’m increasingly reminded of him who had resigned from my heart. Honestly I've tried to get back to normal again. But why everything encouraged me to remember him. Last Sunday when I came to the meeting, my friend told me he was still noticed. Indeed he noticed me, but it's probably his attention without feeling. I want to be cheered when in front of him, but my mouth was silenced for no reason.

I've heard stories from my best friend, he still asked about me. Even, he asked me if I still ask him. It’s sad, remembering the sweet of promises. But, now I could only smile

This feeling like the walls are nailed by someone. Imagine, I’m like the wall. He nailed his feelings in my heart. But not long after he was nailing, he was pulling it from the wall. Yes, after he denounce it that mark will not be lost, it’s like always to be a hole.

This morning I accidentally read my mother text from. In the entry box there is a name of him, when I open it a little differently. There is no word 'mom' but irreplaceable 'aunt'. No problem he turned to my mother. But I just feel bad when she always asks him. I can only say 'sorry I do not know mom'. I'm afraid she still expects him, not just me.