come back with your eternal love

I don't think how you loved me. honestly, I did misjudged to you. please forgive me ...
 
I am a woman who was too afraid for the future of my household. I'm happy when you want a serious relationship with me. I remember when you said we would get married at the end of 2012. which women aren't happy when planning a wedding? we also have plans to make our dream house, we also have to prepare how much children we have in the future. 

Our promises and plans may be buried deeply. when you said to me, that you are not the best for me, and hopefully I can find a better man, I understand the way your mind. I cried all night, it's hurt. I don't know what  should I do. I'm disappointed, but I feel guilty, why? cause I rarely show how you're so precious to me. now I can only hope you'll come back, bring your warm smile, and the pledge of eternal love.