sense of heart

I only have one body, one heart, one destiny. this time too much people push me, many who blamed me, accusing me of. to be honest I was sick, not my physical, but my soul. too many people are changing.
I'm alone to fight this feeling. I even forgot how to get up.
please don't force me to do things I don't like. don't also accuse me of things I didn't do. my heart is sick with all this. I'm afraid I will not have a sense of heart.

WHATEVER!!!

I  WAS TORTURED ABOUT ALL, AND I DON'T WANT SOMEONE ANYMORE!!!!!! I HATE MY DREAMS ABOUT YOU!!!! Y'ALL!!! Y'ALL ALWAYS PUSH ME HARD!!!JUST BLAME ME, BLAME ME!!!! IF Y'ALL HAPPY, BLAME ME UNTIL I BECOME WHAT I WANT!! AND YOU JUST HAVE LOOKED AT ME, NOT TOUCH ME!! BLAME UNTIL YOU DIE!!
I HOPE YOU HAPPY, WHATEVER YOU WANT!!! DON'T WISH AT ME ANYMORE!!!